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hi van…sorry to be late in messaging u…..i was stuck with my internal exams…so too late in mailing u….yeah ur right.. ..it was really tough for me during my school days….i really dont wanna recollect those bad times of my life…..now frm back 2 yrs i’m on camouflage ..yeah the same derma color of krylon…but still i have some pigments on my face so i plan to depigment it…so i posted here to learn abt depigmentation whether it has some side effects or not.With the camouflage i’m really happy….the mumbai crowd feel i have put some foundation on my face..n may be working in some glamour industry .no1 notices tht i’m suffering frm vitiligo..the only backdrop is my hands …its turned 60% white so ppl come to knw frm it so planning to depigment it as i can then easily apply krylon. ..i’m presently in my final yr of BMS ..the crowd sucks a lot..they tease me every now n then saying see how much of make up she has applied…its ridiculous…but i just ignore them..as they r here to talk shit thts wht i believe……i feel i’ve faced the worst days ever any1 cud……i want a peace in my life….i been hurt a lot..no support……i hate god for this …when i see ppl with vitiligo i feel so bad….i hate god..he is the creator but has been partial with ppl….i hate him…….i dont knw y vitiligo has affected ppl …..i feel its worst than cancer…..i hate this disease….it has spoiled my school days …all the time when i wished to smile ….it hurt me a lot….when there’s a party or a good occassion n i dress up i feel so bad..i alwyz end up crying ….saying wht did i ever do wrong tht i have faced such a problem…now with krylon things r different ,…but when i sit n thing wht abt 10yrs down the line will i keep applying krylon always…..wht will i do……as frm back 2 yrs i been applying krylon n without tht i cant step out my place..will i be able to face the world after 10 yrs…..wht abt my life..where will i settle..am i confident tht the guy i get married wont ever leave me? will he be able to face the society by saying yeah this is my wife…….i dont knw whtz gonna happen?? i knw its difficult for a man to have such a wife…b’coz they have more of social life..n introducing me will be a big embarrassing thing for him……..i dont knw ……i keep thinking alwyz ..just bcoz of my disease i’ve lost many things….. i hate it….patha nahi i become very weak when i think abt my future……i dont knw…..
when i log in here n read abt ppl suffering frm this it hurts me a lot……..i feel how many ppl here r stressed out …..
its better i end up here…if i keep on it wont end ever….from past 13yrs wht all i ‘ve faced …..i cant express in writing… i have to only go for depigmentation thts wht only left with me…….wont i ever get cured
wont i ever get my original skin
bye ..take care
let me knw abt the depigmentation doc in india.
